Still, we chose to hope against reason, which is what the act of having a baby always is. We spent some of those darkest months with family, Zooming into work from my childhood bedroom while another sister worked from the floor below. Both of our fathers had surgeries (unrelated to COVID), and we wanted to be with them when these procedures took place. We scrolled the news obsessively and watched the COVID death counts tick horrifically up. The fragility of life was oppressively present. Free Gaza Palestine Flag Shirt But there were also moments of joy, many of them involving my small nephews, who were in my parents’ pod and came by to read books or run around the backyard.
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